Friday, October 28, 2005
如果你爱过 2i 你不会就这样走
wow. it was like yesterday when we met kamun and company. it was as though kamun had just told us that when we'll miss each other after the two years. well i didn't believe. i told myself it's just so lame to cry. and well during sec1, i neglected the wonderful people in my class. i was mean. i am mean :( i spent my time with some stupid insincere people (moses) who just backstabs me over and over again and manipulate me as though i'm boxer. i was dumb. i saw how united other classes were. i blamed it on my luck. why am i in 1i? sucks ya. i'd never realised the problem lies with every individuals. well especially me.sec2, i started to realise. well however i still didn't try to bond. i realised it's dumb. *listening to zhi zu* i suck i suck i suck. well but we still had lotsa fun together. we bullied Anne Ang, niao Mr Siva, failed tests together, laughed together, played together. everything. if anyone insults 2i, i'll get pissed and screamed at them right in their face. especially that b*tch who cursed that 2i wouldn't win volleyball. and today, tears were shed. i was like telling myself there's nothing to cry about cos' there's only good memories to be treasured. well i was wrong. my emotions controlled me. i didn't want to leave. seriously, i'm willing to give up 50 years of my life to spend just one minute more with anyone of you ^^ seriously. life consists of meetings, partings and renuions. (quoted from Agnes) well meetings are passive, partings are sad, renuions are happy. life's like that yea? life still gotta go on... i didn't treasure you guys... this is my regret. when i see other classes crying in the canteen, i've got the urge to rush back to 2i. and i did. oh and Shining and Irene were crying i think. (recess) well even our guys cried. no matter if they like 2i... we humans still cried. i felt so relieved. other classes guys were there laughing. see that's how united 2i is!
well then after school, the 1i'o5 was like decorating the classroom, i was pissed! this is like still 28/10/05! i felt so ?? it's still our classroom! cant we have a last impression? even if it's only a second. i wanted the class to be original! what the hell. i hate them. so me Yahan Agnes actually vandalised on the wall 2i painted! hahaha mean ya? we wrote 2i'o5 rocks forever!
i sincerely hope that in every 21'o5 members' life... you'll excel and no matter what happen.... we'll forever be a big family of 2i! CONTINUE BLOGGING AND WE'LL READ IT NO MATTER WHEREVER WE ARE! someone had told me that secondary schools friends are the ones that you'll remember forever... i believe :) and we'll meet up whenever possible. this is the last of my sec school life. i'm glad i gave it to 2i.
well even if it's not touching, at least it came out from the bottom of my heart. i <3 you guys! and i'm sorry sorry sorry that i'm leaving. well i hope our relationship will not deteriorate cos' i'm no more a dalmation =p (quote from bock) i seriously do not want to leave. but i think i'll excel there. no matter which route you take... i'll wish you all the best with all my heart (: i'll pray for you guys everyday and well, God Bless You #
*God please, i pray that You'll guide everyone in 2i along their way.*
love, etc at 9:20 PM
